Title: I Would Jump in Front of a Bullet for You
Pairing: HanChul
Summary: I would jump in front of a bullet for you…
Song: DBSK – Love in the Ice
*Heechul’s Point-of-View*
I was just a normal guy in a regular town, nothing was too exited to talk about; my life was ahead of me, but I weren’t happy.
I have had many guys in my life, nothing to really talk about, I can’t say that I never had a boyfriend; but, they were all they same…
The same selfish guys love themselves too much to even care about me; I couldn’t talk to anybody about it though…
My mother died after given birth to me, my dad became and alcoholic and died when I turned 13; I have lived on my own since then.
Nobody to stay with, no one to talk to, no one to hold me when I cried; I were so alone in the far too big world.
In all my years I lived alone, my heart had been empty and I could feel that I missed something; but I was unaware of what it was.
Now, I’m 25 years old, live in a small apartment and have a fair job in a Café; but I still hadn’t found the true love that I had missed.
But one day, on the 31st December, that night I walked home from work; to meet an empty and cold apartment.
I walked through the dark park, trying not to look at the love pairs I sore on the way; my heart were crying and bleeding but I could do nothing to stop the wound.
But then I sore you…
*Han Geng’s Point-of-View*
I always had everything I wished fore, I never needed anything; all my biggest desires were fulfilled and there were nothing I could complain about.
My father was a wealth-man and my mother a famous cloths designer; they had money enough to buy the whole country with, and were close to do so.
As their only son and heir to their money, they gave me everything I wanted to have; I could point at the biggest diamond in the world and get it, no questions asked.
But not everything was perfect, I had something missing in my heart; a piece that I needed but I couldn’t see what it was.
In search of the missing piece, I went to Korea to looks; but didn’t find it.
I searched for many months, from the smallest towns to the biggest cities, in the end I ended up near Seoul…
It was the 31st December, near New Year; when I walked in a park.
Small lights hang in the trees, lighting up the dark and cold night; but I didn’t freeze, I had my fur-jacket and the warmest cloths on.
I sore the love pairs walk hand in hand under the trees and I finally understood what I was missing in my heart…love.
And exactly, as I stood there and watched the lovers… he came…
*Heechul’s Point-of-View*
I could see him stand in front of me, the most beautiful man I’ve ever seen in my life; he had long black hair and dark eyes.
His face was long and smooth and his expensive cloths sat perfectly on his fit body.
I stood frozen to the ground as he took a step closer to me; I could feel my heart race and the missing peace in my heart got replaced.
I already knew that he were the one I had looked for.
I Sore a man, a Jacuzzi, walking up behind him, he had a long black coat on and black glasses on; he walked straight towards him and reached for something in his inner pocket.
Right at that moment, I don’t know how or why, I reacted before he pulled the gun out; I knew, I could see what the man wanted…he wanted to kill him.
My body reacted instantly and I ran towards him, I wrapped my arms around his warm body and spun him around…
I could feel his warm breath on my face, I looked deep into his eyes; I could see the confusion in them, but I could also see warmth in them.
I wanted to say something when-
BANG!
*Han Geng’s Point-of View*
He stood in front of me; he had the most beautiful face I have ever seen; the smooth raven colour hair, the brown eyes and the beautiful lips.
It felt like my heart had been lifted from a heavy weight that I had for my whole life, my heart began racing and I felt the blood get up in my face.
I took a step closer to see if he were real, and he was; he stood perfectly still as an angel.
Suddenly his face changed to horror, the colour drained from his face and he ran towards me; he reached out with his arm for me, I didn’t know what to do.
I stood still as he wrapped his arms around my neck and spun me around; I sore the Jacuzzi, holding up a gun and in ½ second would pull the trigger.
The beautiful man looked into my eyes, I fell deep into them; I wanted to say something when-
BANG!
*Heechul’s Point-of-View*
I can’t say why I did it; I reacted instantly when I sore what the Jacuzzi wanted to do.
I didn’t know the man, but I had already fallen for him at that first moment I laid my eyes on him.
I didn’t know him, I didn’t know what kind of person he was; a bad or good guy…
But it didn’t matter, I knew what I felt and he probably felt the same.
It didn’t matter who he were, I fell in love with him at first sight; and I knew that –even before I sore the gun– I would jump in front of a bullet for him…
My whole body was hurting, I was in so much pain; did it really hurt so much when you died?
I fell to the ground, but I felt a pair of warm hands grab me before I hit the cold ground…
*Han Geng’s Point-of-View*
He fell into my arms, he was cold as ice, I wondered if he really were human; with the beauty of his. He looked at me and I looked back…
He gasped for air, when he opened his mouth; blood dripped down and coloured his shirt.
I touched lightly his cold chin, he closet his eyes; I heard his heart beat got slower.
I had never seen him before, nor heard about him; I didn’t know anything about him, good or bad, it didn’t matter.
For me, he were the one; the one that I’d been looking for in ages.
Fate is cruel, as soon as you found what’s most precious to you; it gets taken away.
I wanted to say something, but he cut me off, he touched my face with his cold hand; I closet my eyes, wanting to stay like this forever.
*Heechul’s Point-of-View*
His face was so warm, so soft… I had never seen anyone like him before, no one!
The pain overwhelmed me, I tried to hide it from him; he shouldn’t seen the pain I were in.
But I barely noticed, my heart was beating slower; I could feel it, and I knew I was running out of time. My heart was hurting, I felt something wet fell on my cheek; I looked up and sore him cry. He looked so beautiful…
I used the last of my strength, pushing by body to the limit; I opened my mouth and spoke.
I heard that no sound came out, but it didn’t matter, I sore the message had sunk in; he smiled and mimicked the same.
My heart slowed down, my hand fell to the ground; far away from his warm face, I closed my eyes as a tear fell.
Destiny isn’t always fair, no… But I still thank god or whoever is up there, in heaven, that I met him.
The last thing I felt were his warm arms holding me tight, I could hear his heart beat; I smiled and let darkness surround me.
I love you, even though I don’t know you... I love you...
*Han Geng’s Point-of-View*
I sore him trying to speak, no sound was heard but I understood the message and I replied the same; tears formed in my eyes and I tried to push them away, but a tear fell on his face.
I could hear his heart slowing down, his hand fell and hangs limply from his body; I knew there was nothing I could do, his life was ending and we both knew it.
I had finally found the one that I wanted to spend my whole life with, but God was going to take him away from me.
He closet his eyes, he were so heavy; NO!
Tears rolled down my face, the one I loved; had gone to a much better place, heaven, while I had to stay in this world. I whispered:
“I promise, we’ll see each other again…wait for me, I’ll come.
My love…”
♥THE END♥
