Title: Whom do I love?

Author: Amalie31

Pairing: HanChul, SiChul (Siwon/Heechul)

Summary: Heechul gets into an accident… will he become paralyzed for the rest of his life? Will Han Geng and Siwon fight to win his love? Who does Heechul really love?

 

1. Heechul sat in stylish-room looking in the mirror; he had dark circles under his eyes –do to the few hours of sleep he got last night– he tried to cover up with make-up.

“You look like a mess Heechul,” he mumbled under his breath, he took a brush and went a few times through his hair before he stood up and walked over to the waiting room in front of the small Studio.

Super Junior stood in the waiting room, waiting for their manager; Kangin, Shindong. Eeteuk and Kibum ate a few snacks in the corner while the rest stood and talked.

Heechul stood and talked with Han Geng, about last days work, when Siwon came over; he placed his hand on Heechul’s shoulder and smiled.

Han Geng looked at his feet, didn’t know what do say and Heechul looked with a concerned look at Siwon; Siwon didn’t seem to notice and said, “What’s up?”

“Nothing, just talking with Han Geng,” said Heechul with a weird voice; he hoped Siwon wouldn’t start one of their old arguments.

“About what?”

“Nothing in your concern,” said Han Geng with a cold voice, Siwon’s eyes turned dark; “I didn’t ask you.”

“You came and destroyed our nice conversation.”

“Conversation? Ha! You can barely speak Korean without mixing your Chinese into it!”

“What about we jump over to Chinese instead? Maybe you could try to impress Heechul, for once!”

“Jeah lets do that!”

“If you even know how to speak it.” Said Han Geng in Chinese.

“Jeah, let’s see about-” Siwon got cut off in his sentence by a quiet sob and sight.

Han Geng and Siwon looked at Heechul, who had his head down, “what’s wrong?” Asked Han Geng with a gentle voice, “nothing” mumbled Heechul; “can you say to our manager that I didn’t feel good and went home?”

“Jeah-but what’s wrong?”

 Heechul didn’t answer and ran out of the room; some of the other member of Super Junior looked up but they didn’t answer.

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Heechul stormed out of the building with a hand covering his mouth; tears streamed down his face, he could barely see anything through all the tears.

He ran to his car, jumped in, turned the key and the engine roared to life; he pressed down of the gas pedal and speeded out of the parking lot.

Heechul didn’t understand why, everyone used to be so good friends; they laughed together and they cried together.

But after Siwon had fallen in love with him, and so had Han Geng, they always had a fight when they had the time.

They were fighting to win his love, he knew that, but he couldn’t choose; he didn’t know his own feelings.

When he got introduced to Han Geng for the first time, he got a weird feeling inside and he wanted to know him more; he took him under his wings and helped him with his Korean.

They quickly got a special relationship between them, they knew each other and they trusted each other; Heechul felt at peace when Han Geng were around and so did Han Geng.

Streetlights and cars flew quickly passed him, he didn’t notice the speedometer reach almost a 150; everything were a blur under the tears.

Why did Siwon fall for him? Why did Siwon have to confess his feelings for him?

Heechul really liked Siwon too, his perfect arms and aps… He had the perfect body, sexy and strong on the same time; but he could seem really rough and cold sometimes.

Who did Heechul really love? He didn’t know.

Lights, Cars and people moved all around him, but he didn’t notice anything; he wanted to go home in bed, and cry under his pillow.

 

2. Super Junior danced on a small scene the next day, practicing their moves for their next appearance on TV; they had just released their new single ‘Wonder Boy’ and they had suddenly got busier than ever before.

The scene they danced on weren’t big, but big enough for 13 boys to dance one.

Heechul could barely follow all the steps, he cried himself to sleep last night; so he didn’t get enough sleep.

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Nobody noticed a ‘rocky’ sound coming from above, between the big spotlights; the music were too loud and they were too concentrated on the dance.

Suddenly a loud noise came from an old spotlight; it broke of its place and fell down.

Eeteuk noticed it and screamed; “Watch out!”

Everybody quickly got out of the way before it was too late, but Han Geng weren’t quick enough; he closets his eyes and waited for it to hit him.

“NO!”

CRASH!

Han Geng slowly opened his eyes and found him lying on the floor, right beside where the spotlight had fallen; smoke where everywhere, he heard coughing voices everywhere.

“Is everyone okay?”

“Is someone hurt?”

“W-What happened?” Mumbled Han Geng and looked around.

“ARGH!” Shrieked someone close to him, “What is it?” Said someone else.

The smoke disappeared and revealed the scene; the spotlight had hit in the middle of the scene, fragments and small glass shreds laid everywhere… But under the spotlight laid a person…Heechul.

“Heechul!” Screamed Han Geng and ran over to him, Heechul laid face down to the side; blood flooded from his back and head, he didn’t move.

Han Geng panicked, had Heechul pushed him out so he didn’t hit get hit and got hit himself? What should he do?

“Somebody help!” Cried Han Geng out loud, he touched Heechul’s hand; cold…

Kangin, Shindong and Siwon came and helped him lift the spotlight off Heechul.

An ambulance was on the way and you could hear it far away; Han Geng didn’t dare to touch Heechul, afraid to hurt him more.
Heechul...Please be okay...Don't die!

TBC