4.

A week after the accident with the stranger, KAT-TUN had decided to take a trip to Osaka to take photos for their new song.

It had been a really good week and everybody enjoyed the trip; on the way back it was raining hard and they had to drive a little slower on the road.

“Are we there yet?” Whined Jin for the tenth time in an hour; Kame looked at him tiredly and shakes his head, “not yet.”

Ueda had been really stressed and anxious about the whole trip, they had to go somewhere new and far away where they didn’t know anything.

He had already informed Jin and Koki about his accident and had promised to have an extra eye on everything.

The trip went just fine and no problems had occurred, but not until the trip home...

“When are we close to Tokyo?” Asked Maru, “about two hours,” replied the driver.

Maru and Koki sat in the middle row, Jin and Kame sat in the back row, and Junno and Ueda sat in the front row.

Suddenly Ueda sore a car, driving directly towards them, it came too quick to stop, the driver hadn’t seen it, Ueda screamed, “WATCH OUT! JIN! KOKI! DEFENCE, NOW!”

The driver tried to avoid the hit, by turning the car quickly to the right side; but he turned it too fast and it turned on its side and rolled down a small hill.

Everything became quiet, there came smoke up from the car, but luckily there was no fire.

Ueda was the first that woke up, he looked confused around; he remembered quickly what happen.

He sore the car coming towards them, he screamed up; he took off his seatbelt and jumped over to Junno. He pushed him down on the floor and placed himself on top of him, blocking everything from Junno.

He crawled up on the seat and looked on the back seats, “J-Jin, Koki?”

Ueda sore Koki and Jin coming up from the floor and looked at him, “report.”

“Kames okay.”

“Maru got a little blue mark, but he’s going to live; and Junno?”

“He’s fine too, just a little scratch or two.”

Ueda lifted Junno up and laid him on the seat; he touched Junnos cheek. Warm.

Ueda didn’t know why he felt so happy inside when he sore that Junno was alive; at first he was so anxious and afraid that he was dead, did he have feelings for him?

Junno slowly opened his eyes and looked confused around, “W-Where am I...?”

“You’re in the car, we were in a accident.” Junno looked up at Ueda, he sat quickly up and yelled “are you okay Ueda?!”

“Y-Yeah, I’m fine; lets get out of the car.”

Ueda turned around and should almost open the door when Junno screamed, “UEDA!”

“What?!”

“OMG! You’re bleeding!”

Ueda turned his head and looked down his back; small pieces of glass had came through his jacket and into his back, blood had formed around the shards and dripped down on the floor.

“Oh that. I’m okay, don’t worry.”

“How can you be okay? You’re bleeding and have big glass shards in your back!”

“They are small and they only made little scratches, it’s nothing serious, don’t worry.”

“But you’re bleeding!”

“Stop worrying, I’m fine.”

KAT-TUN got quickly out of the car and only an hour later, an ambulance came and picked them up.

KAT-TUN left the hospital with only a scratch or two, the reporters said that they were lucky and maybe had Angels protecting them; Ueda smiled when he heard that.

“Are you sure you are okay, Ueda?”

“For the hundredths time, Junno, I’m fine, stop worrying about me; jeez!”

On their way home, Junno had kept on asking Ueda if he was okay; it kind of irritated Ueda, but deep inside, he felt happy that somebody cared about him.

“J-Junno?”

“Yes?” Ueda and Junno was the last once in the cap.

“Can I stay at your place tonight? I’m kind of far away from my apartment, so...”

Junno lighted up, “of course you can! You just have to ask!”

“Thanks.”

Ueda did this for two reasons: One, that he wanted to be sure that nothing happened to him, Two, that he didn’t feel like going home and wanted and excuse to be with Junno.

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Ueda and Junno had a really nice night together, they had a day off the next day, so they could stay up really late; they played video games, watched movies and ate A LOT of food.

“Where can I sleep?” Asked Ueda, Junno looked around and pointed at the bedroom.

“You can take the bed.”

“N-No! I-It’s your house, not mine; I-I can’t take the bed-”

“I insist! Besides, you got more hurt than I did; you need to sleep well.”

Ueda looked around in the bedroom and said, “the bed is b-big enough for b-both of us.” He could feel himself blush by his own words; Junno smiled, “okay!”

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Ueda had already fallen asleep when Junno lay down beside him; Junno smiled when he sore Uedas sleeping face.

He is so beautiful, why haven’t I noticed it before?

He couldn’t resist and kissed Ueda on his forehead and rolled over to the other side, to give Ueda some privacy and whispered, “Good night, Ueda.” Before he fell asleep.

Junno didn’t see that Ueda smiled at him, before he fell asleep too.

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Ueda realized, in his dreams, that his time was running out and they still hadn’t found the Jacuzzi, so PHS had to work fast before it was too late.

 

5.

Ueda and Junno quickly became close to each other; not on the surface, but underneath where nobody could see it.

They didn’t need words to describe anything; they only needed to look at each other to understand what the other person felt.

But Ueda knew what he was doing, and if anybody should found out, he and Junno would be dead.

He even told Junno that nobody could found out about they’re secrets for each other, and Junno understood and said nothing to anybody.

*********

BIB...BIB...BIB...

Ueda opened his cell phone and sore he had a new message, from Junno.

Hey Uepii!!!

What’s up?

 Miss u!

20.30 at my place, tonight J

Junnie <3

********

“That tasted really good.” Said Ueda and smiled, Junno laughed, “jeah, that was kind of my first time to cook.”

“Really? You haven’t cooked before?”

“Nope!”

“What do you eat when you get home from work?”

“Go out or take-away.”

“That’s boring.”

“Hey! I like take-away! It’s delicious.”

“Whatever.” Junno threw a piece of bread at Ueda, Ueda laughed, “hey!”

“Do you want to watch a movie?”

“Which one do you have?”

“A couple, go over and look at the shelf, I’ll just wash the dished.”

They decided to watch Harry Potter 5, soon after you could smell the popcorn over the whole apartment.

Ueda sat close to Junno in his bed; Junno had TV in his bedroom, and watched the movie.

Barely when the movie was finish, Junno turned off the TV and pushed Ueda down of the bed and kissed him.

Ueda got a shock when he felt Junnos lips on his, he had never imagined that he would do anything like that; but the worst part was that he really liked it.

Junno pressed his tongue inside Uedas mouth and searched every part of it, when he finally let go, Ueda moaned out loud.

Junno smirked by the sound Ueda made; Ueda was sweating and red in his face, and he could feel butterflies in his stomach.

“Sorry Ueda, I can’t hold it anymore...”

He grabbed Uedas penis, Ueda gasped and grasped Junnos shoulders; before Ueda could count to three, Junno had only boxers on and was lying on top of Ueda.

While kissing Ueda passionate, Juno pulled Uedas jeans and socks off; Ueda broke the kiss, “W-We c-can’t do t-this...”

Junno whispered in Uedas ear with a soft and attractive voice, “I know you want it.”

“I-If they f-found out, they w-will kill m-me...” Ueda panted; he knew that he wanted to do it too, but his job stopped him.

If PHS would found out, they would kill him and properly kill Junno too; he couldn’t let that happen.

Junno tried to pull Uedas shirt over his head, but Ueda stopped him, “We need to stop! If anybody finds out, they will kill us.”

“Don’t worry, nobody will. I promise.”

“But-”

“No Buts! I know you want it as much as I do, don’t make it harder.”

Junno ripped Uedas shirt in pieces and pulled off his boxers; Ueda whined but Junno shut him with his lips.

He began touching Uedas nipples and traveled further downwards, while kissing Ueda passionate.

Ueda moaned even louder which made Junno go rougher on him; he grabbed Uedas almost full-grown Penis, Ueda gasped when he began rubbing it back and forth.

Ueda tried to pull Junno closer to him, he wanted to feel Junnos warm body against his own; and he didn’t have to do it twice before he could feel Junnos chest against his.

He groaned when he felt Junnos hard penis against his own, since when did he get his boxers off?

Junno took up the phase and pressed harder, Ueda could feel his body could explode any minute.

“Ah! God! J-Jun... Hgn! AH! J-Jun! I’ll c-come!”

Junno kissed Ueda and whispered, “No you won’t, not until I’m ready.”

Ueda felt warm inside, he could see the lust in Junnos eyes, which made him hotter.

Junno nipped to Uedas nipples while making slow circles with his hips between Uedas legs.

Ueda bite his lower lip, he felt like screaming but he didn’t want to show Jun how weak he was; Jun kissed him again on the lips, which made him more relaxed.

“Relax; it’s far from over...”

“Hng! Jun! GOD! Ahh...”

“Do you like it?”

“Hng... Ah!”

“Come on; tell me that you love it.”

“I-I…”

“I know you love it, come on.”

“I-I lo-love it...”

“See, that wasn’t hard!”

“Hng!”

“Are you ready?”

“F-For w-what?”

“I can barely hold myself anymore, Ueda...” He looked deep into Uedas and he looked up and nodded. Without any preparation, he pushed himself into Ueda; Ueda screamed.

Junno moved back and forth while kissing Ueda, he groaned and said, “Fuck! Ueda! G-God, y-you’re t-tight!”

Ueda could feel the tears coming up but he kept them back, “J-Jun...AH! God! Quick! F-finish it!”

“Easy Ueda!” He kissed Ueda under the eyes and could taste the salty tears.

“What’s wrong?”

“Hng.. N-nothing! Oh...Quick! F-Faster… Harder!”

“As you wish.” Junno quickened his phase; he pulled almost out of Ueda until he whimpered and then pushed himself deeper and deeper into Ueda.

He felt Uedas sweet spot and began pushing against it; Uedas nails cut deep into Junnos shoulder blades, trying to pull Jun closer to him.

“I-I’m coming...”

“Easy babe, we’ll come together...Hng!”

They came on the same time and screamed each other’s names; Jun collapsed on top of Ueda that panted heavy. Jun kissed Ueda again and whispered, “Sleep Ueda...”

Ueda fell asleep beside Jun; he smiled, and said, “I love you Ueda...”

 

6.

Ueda wanted to kill himself; he wanted to end everything quickly as possible. If PHS figured it our, they would come and kill both him and Jun; and he would be able to do nothing about it. And he only had less than a month to live in.

“Good morning Ueda!” Greeted Jun and came out in the kitchen where Ueda was making breakfast.

“Hmm, it smells good! What are you making?”

“I’m making toast, eggs and tea.”

Jun came up from behind and placed a kiss on Uedas ear, Ueda closet his eyes and enjoyed the moment they had together.

“Go take a shower, breakfast is almost ready.”

************

“Jun, we need to talk.”

“What’s wrong?”

“It was a mistake, last night; it shouldn’t have happened; if people find out, I’m dead.”

“Why do you keep saying that? Nobody’s going to kill you.”

“You don’t know me.”

“Sorry, I hoped that I did...”

“Please don’t say things like that, I didn’t say that I regretted anything, but-”

“I got a drama to shoot, I got to go.”

“Okay...”

**************

Ueda didn’t feel like going to work, it had only been two days since he and Jun had been together and talked; Jun had tried to get in contact with him for the last 24 hours, but he didn’t answer his phone.

Ueda was anxious, he didn’t know what to do; he broke one of the important rules in PHS and he was going to die in less than a month.

What do you do, when you know your life is ending? Do you go and scream and yell and destroy everything? Do you sit quiet and wait for the death itself? Or do you enjoy the last days of your life?

Ueda was not a very strong person, his body could hold to a lot, but his mind couldn’t.

After a whole night of thinking, Ueda decided to go and talk to Jin and Koki.

********

“What’s wrong? Did somebody die? Did something happen?”

“Easy Jin, give Ueda a break; he cannot talk when you’re asking so many questions.”

“Sorry Tat-San!”

“It’s okay.”

“So? What did you want to talk about?”

“You remember, last week, the accident?”

“Yes.”

“Well, I kind of asked if I could sleep at Junnos home...”

“YOU WHAT?”

“Yeah, and... A few days later, something happened that shouldn’t have happened.”

“W-What kind of ´something´?”

“W-We made out-”

“YOU HAD SEX WITH JUNNO?”

“That’s bad, Ueda.”

“...I know...”

“Why did you do that?”

“I don’t know it just kind of happened; I couldn’t control it!”

“You couldn’t control your own desire and private?”

“Shut up Jin! You just make it worse!”

“Sorry Koki.”

“S-So... What should I do now?”

“Did you talk to Junno after?”

“No...”

“WHAT? Why not?”

“I-I’m scared.”

“Why? Nothing will happen if you talk to him.”

“What should I say to him? We can’t go back in time.”

“No, what’s done is done.”

“H-How do I keep this away from the Head Quarters?”

“Don’t speak to anybody about it, never even think of it; and make Junno promise not to talk about it again.”

“That’s going to be hard.”

“Why?”

“You know that Jun has a big mouth, it’s going to be hard for him to keep it shut.”

“Yeah, you’re right; but if you talk to him and be serious; then I think he will understand.”

“Since when did you start calling Junno for ‘Jun’?”

“I-I did?”

“Yeah, you totally did! God Ueda!”

“What?”

“You really like him, don’t you?”

“N-No!”

“Then why did you have sex with him?”

“I-I don’t know...”

“You liked it!”

“No!”

“You loved it!”

“No!”

“You don’t love him?”

“NO-I mean ‘yes’!”

“Gotcha!”

“Huh?”

“You just admitted that you like him!”

“...”

“What’s wrong?”

“Everything is a big mess...”

“What do you mean?”

“I just had sex with Jun, I broke the rules, I’ve been poisoned, I’m going to die in less than a month and we haven’t found the Jacuzzi jet!”

“It’s going to be okay, I promise. Me and Koki will help you.”

“Thanks guys.”

“No problem!”

**************

Ueda went and talked with Jun the next day; Jun didn’t understand why, but he agreed not to talk about it.

Ueda felt relieved when he walked out of Juns apartment; he felt that Jun was safe, but not that safe.

They still had to find the Jacuzzi, and stop him.

*************

“We’ll take them down tomorrow!”

“Why tomorrow?”

“Because they’re going to go shopping, alone; it’s the perfect time to take them down.”

“Yes, I’ll do my best!”

“No, you will not do this alone, I’m coming too and I’ll take my guards with me.”

“It’s too much of a risk! I cannot protect you there, it’s too dangerous!”

“You just do what you are told to do!”

“Yes, father.”

“Good, I’ll call you later.”

“Bye.”

  

TBC